Changing leaves, chill in the air, ghost and goblins..ohhh my..

O0o0ohh dont worry darling, the ghost and goblins are really little children dressed in costumes..
(or in this case, little cute animals in costumes..hehe)I must tell you a secret...around fall, when all the leaves are changing, the smell of pumpkin pie (or apple pie) is in the air, the weather is nice a crisp (the crisp like freshly washed white sheets..hehe) the sky is a beautiful shade of blue (unlike any other season)...::sigh:: yes, when Fall comes around I turn into the happiest/giddiest little girl (woman) you will ever see..

something about that chill in the air, those beautiful red and orange leaves...pumpkin decorations...it makes my heart smile...

One thing I have always wished (even when I was a little bright-eyed girl) that I could live in a little town that has HUGE town festivals..(like the show Gilmore Girls..), where everyone knew each other, and we would have huge pie baking contest, hay rides.. or ghost hunts..ect..you know what I mean?? I think my little heart would burst with joy if I could ever live somewhere like that...haha

Speaking of Ghost Hunts...guess what is around the corner?? HALLOWEEN!!!! yay....perfect time to get out your ghoulish costumes, decorate your house, bake fresh goodies for the neighbors...


A BIG THANK YOU to Ms. V. over at 'A Fanciful Twist' for inviting us to her party..

PS: Guess what movie just finished being filmed in my 'little' town?? MOTH MAN...HAHAHA I can not wait until it comes out..:D :D :D
(if you want to know more about the mothman..just click on this little video..I found alot of videos on youtube about the mothman.check them out..)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmI12a6gO5w

Prince charming??? or just Frogs???

As I lay here in my bed and ponder why life is not always the way we wish...why I can not find that one special person to spend the rest of my life with..and wondering if prince charming really exist..or if my prince is now being served up on a dish and eaten by now..::sigh:: Im finding out the more and more I "date" and meet someone new, the more and more I just want to settle down and stop going out to bars and clubs (by the way, Im 21 years old..but I am not the party type)..and I (unfortunately) happen to have met some commitment phobic men lately who like me, but are so scared to actually fully let me "in"....and I decided to take my moms advice "you only have one life to live and every second counts, so why wait for someone to "come around'' ..when you can find someone who really loves you''.....

I have been dating a man for 3 months now, I have met all of his friends and his parents..and he still will not call me his 'girlfriend' (and I know some women may tell me that is no big deal, alot of men are scared of putting a title on things) but DAMMIT...IM SICK OF GAMES...all Im asking is for a fairytale love life...is that seriously to much to ask for??
I wish for the love that my parents have...they met young and married young (my mom was 19yrs old when they married) and had a family 2 years later...and are still madly in love with each other...I adore it and must confess Im a little jealous of it...

There is one blogger that I love to read "Elegant Bloggery"...and I must admit, when I first read how her and her husband have met, I honestly cried....because after watching the movie 'P.S. I love you'...I want a love story like that..(minus hubby dying though)..but i want to study abroad (maybe Ireland, so I can met a handsome romantic man with an awesome accent..hehe)...and Mrs. Marisa and her husband met while she was abroad (waiting in the airport) and they fell in love......and he moved to the states for her..::sigh:: isnt that sooo romantic??? and now they are happily married with 2 little girls that are the cutest little things ever...:D (that is the summarized version, you need to go to her blog and read the story of how they met, its so sweet)...

But..all hope is not lost for me...I am still keeping my hopes high, and waiting for God to bless me with a wonderful man whom loves me and I can love back.....TRUE LOVE...no games..(but between me and you, I hope that day comes soon..hehe)

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

"Its my birthday and Ill cry if I want to, cry if I want to...."



hehe just kidding darling...I wont cry..but I think my mom will..her little girl is now 21!!!YAY..

were going out to Olive Garden tonight and I get to actually order wine MYSELF..YAY!!!!Wo0o0oHo0o0o....this is a much needed ''spoiling day'..it has been really crazy lately around here and Im glad I can put those things aside for one day and (as selfish as it sounds) concentrate on me, and not feel bad... :D so I hope everyone has a WONDERFUL day today..::kiss::

Break ups, and new beginnings..

Hello darling..it has been to long, and I am terribly sorry for that..
::grabs tea:: would you like some, its a very special kinda tea..almost magical..(flower tea)

so I feel I must give an explanation for my sudden and unexpected leave...and greatly apologize for it..for when I am 'down in the dumps'...'singing those blues'..I tend to become quite a recluse,...again..Im terribly sorry..

well the reason for singing Ella Fitzgerald "Black Coffee" (blues soul music) for awhile...was the fact that 2 lives that were so entwined upon another, suddenly was unraveling at the seams..and it became beyond repair...so many memories were torn from another, so many words spoken..so many facts became apparent, and you find a new "person" emerges from the one you thought you truly knew..and it is not good

So the two decided to split ways...part with dreams, and on a new adventure to define ourselves as individuals again..

BUT..I am that type of person to find the best in every situation, no matter how bad it may seem..

so do not worry, good things have come from this bad experience (I'm not talking about the relationship, just the after math of everything)...I have pulled myself together after many fights, and have found the strength to move out of that comfort zone, and move on with life....

It is too soon to tell you everything I dream off, and the great things that are soon to come..but I will keep you posted..

(hehehe...oh my, mr. and ms. penguin)

~random fact~ did you know that a penguin will find a mate, and stay together forever??

so thank you for all the understanding, and email sent asking if im alive and well..truly, it is so sweet of you..thank you..

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Have you ever had those times when you have no creative spirit and your stuck in a funk?? well thats how I've been..and I cant stand it..I even decided to try and cheer myself up by releasing balloons in to the air..and wouldnt you know, it went to the only tree around and wrapped around those branches for dear life...

(image found on google)

so that seemed like a bust..haha and now Im in my room, wondering what can I do to get out of this funk?? my oh my..what should I do?? what do you do when you have this awful feeling?? I should go to the dollar store, get a HUGE tub of bubbles and blow my little lungs out with bubbles....but its 20something degrees outside...and then I want to go to the antique store and buy a beautiful vintage decor or surround myself in wonderful antiques that have great stories to tell..

(image found on google)

(thinking that will cheer me up)..but I dont know...uughh..Im so sorry for complaining so much..I just thought, maybe just maybe if I vent all this pent up boredom and non creativeness..then ::fingers crossed:: a wonderful idea will come across....so will you please help me and throw me some ideas....I would greatly appreciate it..haha

~WONDERFUL GIFTS~ YAY!!

Hey darlings...I must tell you quickly (Im wrapping gifts) about my WONDERFUL surprise..yyeeiippii...hehe so this morning I wake up and Im rushing to get ready so I can do last minute shopping for christmas (me and my immediate family are celebrating "our" christmas on sunday evening and then wednesday were celebrating with our HUGE family)..so I had to get my brothers gift and my dads gift..so Im rushing around like a mad women, so I could leave early for the mall, and hoping that I could avoid all the crazy crowds..well somewhere along the way, time slipped away from me, and I soon find that its 1pm..well now Im really rushing around..(side note: my BIGGEST pet peeve is being rushed) so Im starting to get really aggravated..well all of a sudden I hear the mail man, so I run to the door and grab the mail, wish him a wonderful day and then while shifting through bills and ads I came upon a WONDERFUL package, just the cutest thing ever... A PACKAGE from the wonderful Mrs. Vanessa..

so I hurriedly opened it..I mean c'mon..what a cute package, I knew what was coming..I was sooo excited..;p
AHHH..could it be?? Could it really be??YYYAAAYYY!!!! it is..so I hurriedly and excitedly opened it..(I felt like a kid on Christmas day..hehe)YIPPEE!!!!!! Its the magical ring I received from the drawing on Vanessa's blog, you can check it out..!!! she picked 3 names out, and the winners received either a doll house (very cute)..the second name drawn was, Miss Crumpet Dilly Spoonface (such a doll)..and the 3rd name drawn (ME!!!) received a ring..but not just any ring..a MAGICAL RING!! and not to mention the wonderful cards I received with it..take a look::Look how wonderful they are..I love it..oh my..Im in complete awe, because of the wonderful gift..thank you sooooo very much ms Vanessa..you are truly a wonderful friend!!!

Christmas weather..in louisiana?? WHAT??

Hello darling, so let me tell you about the unusual things going on in Louisiana..so as everyone may know, last week some winter weather decided to grace the south..well Im used to hearing Texas and the top of Louisiana (Shreveport*) getting snow, but in no way was I expecting Baton Rouge to get snowy weather..that was unbelievable..and not only did we get snow, we received 8inches of that wonderful white stuff..YAY...

(trevon, hes our neighbor kid..making a snow angle, do you see how much snow that is??)

(this is in the back woods..spooky looking..I love it.)

(This is the street in our neighborhood..you couldn't even see it..)

(UH OH...watch out..I made a snowball..hehe)

(and this is my Favorite picture..it reminds me of Gotham City from batman)

But we were so happy..me and my parents were having snowball fights with the neighbors..haha and making snow angles..and then we decided to pullout a yard stick to measure the snow in my neighbors backyard, she doesn't have any trees in the backyard, so alot of snow was back there..and we measured up to 8inches of snowy bliss..how insane is that?? I love it..ohh and you wanna know the best part..my wonderful friend Collin was buried on Tuesday (when it was snowing..) so in my opinion (also to make myself feel better) I imagined that he brought the snow to us, kinda like saying hes ok..(yeah, Corny I know..but its comforting)..haha well I hope everyone has a wonderful time..Im going to do one more post before I leave (Im going to Disney world for Christmas with my family and my hunny..its going to be so much fun) and then Ill post pics from Disney..;p YAY!!!

au revoir darling..